You will have days where you feel better, and you will have days where you want to die. Both are okay. There is no magical cure. You just need to close your eyes, and trust that the waves will pass, and soon you’ll be able to breathe again.
"Zeke just got home from the vet — being allergic to certain grasses, he broke out in hives and they gave him steroid and benadryl shots. This is Winston, loving and taking care of him"
A cats purr vibrates at a frequency that promotes bone health and aids in healing. So the kitty is probably trying to purr him better.
This makes me smile
I feel a sadness I expected and which only comes from myself. I say I’ve always been sad. That I can see the same sadness in photos of myself when I was small. That today, recognizing it as the sadness I’ve always had, I could almost call it by my own name, it’s so like me.
behind their eyes
in all their hearts
they just want to
steal us all
and take us all apart”…
Everyone’s experiences are different, so if you need to mourn something, mourn it. No one has the right to make you feel guilty for expressing sadness. It is a natural and very human reaction, so go through it wholeheartedly if that is what offers closure.